.scars.
.who has time for makeup
when you wake up at
4:30 am for work?.
.i've been thinkin'
heavily about the worth
of a woman lately.
.society has
built us up to believe
we are to be something
we are not to be.
.whiter than bleach teeth.
.thinner than double zero pants.
.flawless and fake body proportions.
.icing thick and caked on make up.
.i could go on.
.i in no way,
shape, or form
am saying it's bad
to look good,
and feel good.
.just putting that out there.
.i in no way,
shape, or form
am saying it's bad
to look good,
and feel good.
.just putting that out there.
.it has mostly been
on my mind
because i'm not as
thin as i once was.
.you know when
i was way unhealthy
and weighed like 100lbs
at 16-22.
.i'm still in the lower bracket
of my healthy
weight range
and i'm constantly
freaking out thinking
i'm way too big.
.and you know thinness
equals perfection.
.ha.
.it's also been
on my mind because
it has been so
odd and rare to me that
ever since i moved here
not one person
has asked me about
my scar.
.not one.
.for those of you that
personally know me.
.like have met me in person.
.you know that i
have a scar in the shape
of a question mark
on my cheek.
.can't remember if
i've mentioned this before.
.quick background.
.i got bit by a dog when i was three.
.and i now have an over
540 stiched scar
to prove it.
.ps. .if you can beat
540 stiches i want to meet you.
.we will be insta-friends.
.i've had the opportunity
to get this scar removed
a few times.
.and i've always
decided against it.
.i've grown to love it.
.i mean we've been through
a lot together.
.all of the teasing,
all of the beautifuls,
all of my remembrance.
.i can't imagine
it not being with me.
.why do i need to
have it removed anyway?.
.oh let's see.
.so society can be
satisfied?!.
.well let me just tell you.
.it's not happening.
.it's staying.
.and thus i will never
be able to get the
'go ahead' from society.
.i don't know
about you but i'm
done with society
and its stupid wants.
.i never liked that
guy anyway.
.i truly believe this.
.and while i'm on
this earth with
my imperfect body
i'm going to
take great
faith and value
in the scars i have attained.
.in my opinion
they are for learning
and reminding anyway.
.it's okay to ourselves.
.oh and ps.
.if you were curious.
.husband loves my scar.
.happy monday friends!.
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