.it ain't easy.

.today i was reading

this.

.and it really made

me feel good

to know i'm not

the only one

catching grief

just for having fun

doing something

like blogging.

.i get emails on a daily basis

rough housing

our love,

beliefs, friends,

cluelessness, 

obsessions,

black and whiteness, etc.

.at times i am so

taken back by

how cruel we all

have gotten,

i think this is crap.

.we're not blogging anymore.

.throwin in the towel.

.but then i read 

something like i did a 

couple months ago.

.and we get rare emails

from people who

like who we are.

.and i realize.

.i'm blogging for husband and me.

.for our future kids.

.to know who we are,

who we were,

and who we want to be.

.so they can keep us in check.

.and for anyone who wants to read.

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